i am getting used to being smelly cuz of hockey so the added smelly from the pits is not that much of a problem. when i'm dressed up i do hate it though. it's a sacrifice i'm starting to make tho. after practice i have class at 10 so i have just enough time to go back home and shower but i never got to go out for breakfast with the team after. so now i go out to eat and hang out w/ the girls and then i don't shower before class. then i just go to workout at night and it's a cycle of filthyness. ...

ive never felt such extreme feelings of non-motivation before.. i woke up at 8 today intent to do work but i haven't got a whole lot done. i've just been sittign around... a couple of times i meant to write something of meaning in here too... perhaps to generate some replies (?!) but then i didn't feel motivated to do that either... i went to see dogville yesterday and it was so good. you really have to work as a viewer to "get" it but in the end it is worthwhile. check it out for sur...

Its a sad state of affairs that MSN messenger is down and i feel disconnected from society. I spend so much time at my computer this year it's amazing and appalling all at once. That I spend more time talking through a messenger window on the computer than actually seeing the person and talking face to face or even on the phone? I saw Char today after not seeing her for a while but I was on the way to my history exam so I said I would have to call her tonight. Then instead of calling her,...

who cares if you acted dumb, you were drunk! i know how you feel about being embarassed though... whenever i'm with my team partying i get so excited to be going out (since i'm always doing work otherwise) that I always get totally smashed--- like consistently i am the drunkest one out of like 16 of us... and then i do ridiculously stupid things... like talking in french- to my COACH who is fluent in french. and the obnoxious factor. i felt so bad tingee told me that i was ranting at her tha...