sat 7:49am--- i just woke up on my own at 730 it was weird.
who cares if you acted dumb, you were drunk!
i know how you feel about being embarassed though... whenever i'm with my team partying i get so excited to be going out (since i'm always doing work otherwise) that I always get totally smashed--- like consistently i am the drunkest one out of like 16 of us... and then i do ridiculously stupid things... like talking in french- to my COACH who is fluent in french. and the obnoxious factor. i felt so bad tingee told me that i was ranting at her that she wasn't going to get play time next year if she didn't leave her club to play for deb's team in the summer. it's reached the point where tingee said that the team just ignores me when i'm being drunk and stupid. so i wonder how much of an ass i'm making of myself but at the same time i think if i'm really having fun then i'm gonna keep doing it.
don't worry when you come back home i'll be right drunk and stupid w/ ya!
so yesterday me and katie went to the silver dollar room to see death from above and only after we bought our tickets did we find out that they had cancelled b/c they needed the time to work on their new record.. such a HUGE disappointment. so we left to go wandering around the spadina area (the music hadn't started yet). we stumbled along kensington market and i forgot how cool it is there. we snuck into the kensington lofts and they were absolutely amazing--- from the hallways that we saw. i would love love love to live in there.
someitmes i get urges to just forget about really "making it" in the work world and do something that gives me enough money to get along and enjoy myself whie living in a cool existence at a place like the market.
**i found a random store that sells all these patches of different country's falgs and they had sweden there so i'm sooo going back to get one! i'm excited!
when we finally made it back to the bar to hear the music the bands totally sucked....
today mom and michelle are picking me up and we're going for dimsum and shopping. i'm chekin out the new H&M-- it's like sweden's version of the GAP and they just came to fairview and promenade. i need cuba clothes. ttyl
PS i am so totally obsessed with tegan&sara--- older stuff like this business of art