janice just relax. read your accounting today, and then once you finish the project with your firnd start your readings that you need done for tommorow. if you don't finish it, its not a big deal... think of all the other people who probably haven't done the readings either. if you are having a lot of trouble with accounting, go to the teachr and tell her/him, and ask for some help... thats what their office hours are there for. if that doesn't help ask you mom, there's nothing wrong with that, she'd probably be happy to help. everything will work out fine. remember last semester, you had so much to do, and were stressing like no tomorrow, but you still managed to come through... you will again this semester. you're a smart and rational person, you have nothing to worry about. don't feel bad about going to the movies and concert instead of reading. people need to let loose sometimes, you can't be working all the time or you'll end up hating school, and you'll miss out on the real education you get from school...living. i also have a lot of stuff to do, and should be stressing, and kind of are, but am still a little drunk from last night to worry about it too much. instead of working yesterday i went shopping instead, then started drinking at 6 so we would be smashed for billy talent, no i'll say death from above because they are better. so there, everyone wastes their days. i talked about you with sebastian, said that you saw them in ottawa and at york... not sure if he understood me or not though cause i was pretty drunk. he was sitting at the merch table all night almost, so i ended talking to him a bunch of times, probably made a fool of myself, but who cares. i was about to take a picutre of him while he was walking by, and he took the camera away from me, put his hand around my shoulder and took a picutre of both of us. so technically i say my picutre is better than yours because he actually took it, not me. i also got him to sign my cd. the billy talent kids were all around too but i didn't bother talking to them cause, i think through my drunken state, i decided that only death from above were cool enough to talk to... i think that was your fault. we met some 14 year old boys too... and after the show we saw them again at the merch table and started talking about bill nye the science guy, and the death from above guy said if we remember the other show with the guy in the rat suit, i said yes, but the 14yr old said no, and sebastian said it was because he was a fetus.... it was so mean but so funny too! i love sebastian. thats enough from me... i need a shower because i stink... i spent the night on jackies couch because i was too tired to walk back to my building. so now i smell like their cum couch. i also smell like beer since jakcie spilt it all over me like million times last night. i wish i saw you when you couldn't walk because you were so drunk... we'll have to get that drunk together sometime... maybe in montreal.