saturday 2:21 am
Published on March 28, 2004
By
kwo
In
Misc
pathetic that im writing this at 2 int he morning on a saturday night. i swear i went out tonight though. notice that im not even drunk. its good to cut back. i really wanted to last night though...it was such a bore. last night at like 10pm after me and jackie were msning constantly to see if either of us figured out what we could do, and finally she called me to come over so me, her and kristen could do something. so i went over, and we decided we would jsut hop on the bus and go somewhere...where we had no clue. so we go to the bus stop, and the next bus doesn't come for another half hour. so we're like fuck that, and decide to just go to patty's pub which is just down the street. kristen takes us on a short cut through the field. but fucking hell it was puring rain all day and it was foggy as hell so we didn't notice that the entire field was a swamp, so then we try to walk around the swamp but end up walking into a fence. so we ditch the patty's pub plan and just go back to rez. so all we eneded up doing was watching sex in the city. it was good though at least...the last episode.
so tonight was a little bit better. me and jackie went to see eternel sunshine and an empty mind..or whatever the fuck its called...the one with jim carrey and kate winslet. it was so amazing. go see it for sure. i also stuck up some stickers. and i pushed jackie in a shopping cart....i almost tipped it over like three times, but it was a lot of fun....got some exercise too. you know how we would always do things in threes cause we always had two on two anxieties ( at least you did). well i think me and jackie have bonded a lot over this past year. i am seriously so glad that she came to the same school as me.... shes too funny. anyways back to my point...we do things just me and her all the time now...and when we have nothing to say, its ok, cause we;ve gotten comfortable enough to be silent with each other, which is cool. like im always ok with not saying things, cause sometimes i just don't want to talk, but i know that some people get really unfortable when there's no conversation, which makes me uncomfortable... but ya, you know you've become good friends with someone once you can hang out, do nothing, not talk and still have a good time... seriouslu me and jackie do the most random and stupid things, but they are still totally fun.
so i do think i need to change the hair a bit...but i don't know how... i really love my hair right now. so who knew you got jealous when people complemented my hair... seriously janice you shouldn't be lame like that. i think u would get the complements only because my hair was really obvious to see, where as yours was mmore techinically cool....you know what i mean? anyways when i go see jade i'll ask her what she thinks. sned me a picutre of your hair...or at least post it on image station.
i wrote you a letter...with stickers...now i just have to send it, which may take another week.
so i started to look for houses in the paper today...not too much luck with that. while i was looking i came acroos the obituaries, and i started to cry while i was reading them. a lot of the people died at like 60 and 70 and i kept thinking to myself that my parents are almost there, and my oma and grandad are. and then there were picutres of young people who died...i don't know it all just made me sad. i think i cry about things like that cause i don't cry very often, so when i have the chance, it all just comes out. i hope my parents never die.