sorry it took so long... this thing confuses me. i think this is also a good idea... good to keep in contact with each other. so for the last few days i've been going to the gym, and now i actually enjoy it. we went at 7am this morning, felt like shit waking up, but once i was awake, i felt alive. after the gym i came back, showered, ate in the caf, cleaned my room, did laundry, did homework and wrote my sister an email.... i'lll before my 11:30 class.... felt so good, i got so much done.... i think i'll go to the gym early every day. it gave me a new outlook on life. last week i totally stressed about all my work that had to be done, but instead of doing it this weekend, i played nintendo at jackies instead. seriously if you calculated the hours spent it would probably be like 15...so sad, but it was so much fun. it can get so stressful though... i feel aged afterwards. we made all the way to level 8 without skipping any levels... this weeks mission is to finish level 8.... its gonna be a tough one. i bought my billy talent ticket today... i think its going to be a lot of fun.... andy stochansky is also coming on the 26th which i think will be cool too, only 3$...good deal! im totally excited about you coming down to montreal with us... its gonna be a blast... or at least we'll make it one... lets get smashed!!! bring your dress just in case. so my ta finally emailed me back today... she said she would remark my essay which is totally a stress reliever... i get my human rights and women studies exam marks back tomorow.. i am seriously hoping for an A+ in women studies... not sure how i did in human rights...my essay was pretty iffy. oh, and guess what, if my day couldn't have been more productive and good, one of my classes was cancelled... so good.... seriously the best day i've had since i got back. ive decided that i need to take more pictures...yesterday jackie picked up hers, and i realize that i have almost zero... i need to have memories of this year... i guess anyways, something to show my kids when i get older. man im a loser, but seriously i think it owuld be cool if i got to see glimpses into my parents lives when they were younger, when they were 'real' people, before they had kids. i was invited to go to a party on friday, but didn't go, now i feel like i should have, cause its with a bunch of people from amnesty and gpc, so its a get to know you better kind of thing, and i don't want to be left behind.. you know what i mean... oh well nothing i can do about it now. it takes effort to go out here, maybe its cause its so cold, maybe not though, cause at home i would go out with you and everyone anytime.. it may be the living on-campus thing... it will be good to live in a house next year. im feeling more confident about my decison to live with vicki and not jackie and the bunch... they'll be a good escape, you know... not sure if it would work out if i actually lived with them. i got to get back to work... i say this knowinbg that i am not going to do it, but i should say it anyways to maybe give me an ounce of drive to do it.