I DONT WANT TO WRITE MY ESSAY! so i keep doing things to procrastinate. like checking the blog to see if you've written anything. but you haven't. so i keep seeing the same old entry that i wrote a while ago. and every time it hits me with a wave of disappointment.

you are lucky your bed is so uncomfortable b/c it's easier for you to wake up. i had such difficulties this morning. i got up at like 815 when i wanted to be up at 730 to work. oh well. in a nutshell: julie despises and hates and loathes you with every part of her being. she is regretful that she seemed mad at jackie because really she blames everything on you. she thinks that you had a vendetta against her for the whole trip and claims you went out of your way to be mean and make fun of her......

Kristen I'm so fucking screwed. For one week I was on top of my reading and shit but now I'm so far behind. FUCKING ACCOUNTING I just can't do it. I'm so lost... the prof had an extra class for people that are lost but I fucking missed it. Here's what happened- he posts things on this online database that you access through the internet. Except for some reason I can't go to it on a Mac... so I didn't find out when the extra class was until it had already happened.... I guess to make myself...

i'm going to read like i've never read before! for about 40 min... before i go to see elephant. this day went to nowhere... it started with such potential. i'm even going to log off msn. cya