so im thinking about it, and my stydu habbits are horrible. i haven't even started to study for women studies, and its on tuesay. i'm going to the caf, and im going to stay there for the whole day studying. i don't know what it is. i keep waking up later and later. i used to wake up at about 10 on weekdays, and once classes ended i started waking at 11:30, and today i woke up at liek 12:15. it's really bad. serisouly, it concerns me. tomorrow im going to wake up at 10. deal. i...

I'M SO BORED! STUDYING BLOWS JUST LIKE PATRIARCHY! so tampons are bad for you, cause they're bleached and so contain toxins. also some contain fibre that can cut our insides. no good. so theres this product called the keeper that is like a cup that you insert and it hold all the blood. and then you take it out and wash it once you're done. its expensive, but can last for like 10 year, and its not harmful at all. im going to buy one. you should too. jackie and kristen didn't beli...

so tonight is the stills concert. i feel kind of sick and totally unmotivated to do anything, so im not too excited to go. but i know it will be a good one. the unicorns concert was pretty fun, met up with some people i knew, and got to stand right by the stage. kind of got drunk too, so even if the show was bad, i would still think it was fun. we've been house hunting and it fucking blows. we're having no luck. me and jackie are the ones who are doing all the work, which is surprisi...

so last night we went out for kristen's birthday, and we just went to the on campus bar. we all get totallyy drunk off our asses, go to the bar, and like nobodys there, seriously i would say 30 tops. apparently i made a huge fool of myself. this letter is going nowhere really, and i can't really concentrate cause the liquor is still in my system. i just wanted to vent because jackie and kristen were making fun of me, and it embaraases me. fuck me, i need to stop drinking so much. i know...

so i went to the computer lab and sat by him, but nothing happened, instead i did threee pages of an assignment. whatev. montreal was fun. me and jackie bought a skateboard today and are gonna practise tonight in the tunnels. we're losers i know. i really have nothing to say. im addicted to snood. i play so much that it hurts my eyes. without class and meetings i feel like im wasting my life. bye.

so when of my cute guys are definetly sitting in the computer lounge in my residence. im going to to do work next to him. oh im a geek. i write more once i come back up!

i emailed her and told her yes. im not going to be one of those people who look back and regret not going somewhere just cause i don't know the people very well. i was been totally lame. montreal is going to rock.

ok so my friend claire invited me to go to montreal with her, her roomate and roomates boyfriend. we would be renting a car, which would only cost each of us 25$. Then would go, shop, go to a party, crash at the party, and leave the next day. what do you think? should i go? i want to go but worried about going with them. i don't know claire that well, let alone the other two. umm, not me know soon, cause i will be seeing her tonight at 9, and need to give her an answer.

we will be friends for a long time. i can tell.

pathetic that im writing this at 2 int he morning on a saturday night. i swear i went out tonight though. notice that im not even drunk. its good to cut back. i really wanted to last night though...it was such a bore. last night at like 10pm after me and jackie were msning constantly to see if either of us figured out what we could do, and finally she called me to come over so me, her and kristen could do something. so i went over, and we decided we would jsut hop on the bus and go some...

so i have a students for choice meeting at 5, but i really don't want to go. so thats all cool, but we are having a debate tonight, which i for sure want to go to, and so if i don't go to the meeting, but show up to the debate, it may look bad on me. fucking hell. im not going. to the meeting that is. i hope someone creates a ruckus at the debate. i don' think im allowed because im part of the group, which bites. maybe i'll stop being part of the group, and just be an active pro-choice...

so i have a students for choice meeting at 5, but i really don't want to go. so thats all cool, but we are having a debate tonight, which i for sure want to go to, and so if i don't go to the meeting, but show up to the debate, it may look bad on me. fucking hell. im not going. to the meeting that is. i hope someone creates a ruckus at the debate. i don' think im allowed because im part of the group, which bites. maybe i'll stop being part of the group, and just be an active pro-choice...

so i definetly woke up this morning at 8am to go to the pro-choice meeting...but i totally went back to bed. bad i know, but its just too early. so tomorrow, the genocide awareness project got a permit to stand outside of our school with their disgusting images. fuck. theres a postering session tonight, but i have class...and i have class all day tomorrow too. that means the only time i can help out is between 7am and 11:30am...i guess ill actually wake up for this one. and janice i ca...

Kristen you can't PANDER for replies! they have to come on their own!

i saw random guy bobby again...weird....he told me another deep thought he had...i love it...i wonder how i can never see him throughout the whole year, and now i see him almost every day? life is cool.